Okay so I know that I am weird. There is actually quite a long list of ways that I am weird. One of these random things about me is that I can't ever remember a time when I ever felt like I couldn't do something. I don't know if it is because of how I was raised or just how God made me but nevertheless it's just the way I'm wired.
Now, don't be fooled, I have a crazy long list of will not do's and not willing to do's.... Just no Can'ts
Well today it happened...
After a 2 hour conference with my advisor i have come to the realization that I am a little further along than I thought (which is a good thing). However it means I will be finished with GMC after this quarter. That means I will be starting at GCSU in January.
I don't know if it is just not being prepared to hear that or hormones or what but I am freaking out!
All I can think is.... What if I'm not smart enough? What if I can't keep up? What if I can't learn that much? - These will be some serious history classes... Like what one normal class goes over in a week - we will spend entire semesters on.
Now my mind knows that I can do all things through Christ and that I have nothing to fear...
I just really need my heart to agree....
1 comment:
OK, please take my word for this, You are plenty smart. Most of the time I scared to death to think that the future lies in the hands of some of these morons running around this campus! :)
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