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Thursday, March 8, 2012

Long Over Due

I know that this post is long over due. I have been formulating what I should say about Jason's new job for quite some time and just haven't settled on how to describe the whole thing. Probably because it is so wonderful and stinks so bad all at the same time. Let me start from the beginning...
Jason has been hired by the State Department to work in US Embassies abroad! It is THE. PERFECT. JOB. Not just for him. This job suits our entire family. Most parents want to give their children the world - we actually will get that opportunity!!!!! International schools, new languages, new cultures...... We are about to embark on the adventure of a lifetime. I couldn't be more excited.
Their is just one minor detail: training. Jason is moving tomorrow to Washington DC for 9 months of in-depth training. He isn't going to a war zone, there are roads between here and there, technology is amazing. I still just can't fathom the remainder of this year living as a separated family. The longest we have ever been apart was the week Jason went to Costa Rica. I am REALLY used to having him around. I am worried about how the girls will handle this transition. It just plain stinks.

Here is what I know:
* This is God's will for our family. We will be stretched beyond what we thought we could handle. We will grow. We will be grateful when we look back for what God taught us through this time.
* This is a season. It will pass. The next phase will be the greatest payoff and it will be worth the wait.
* Aside from the strong possibility of some laundry emergencies - we will be okay. I am pretty tough. I am raising some tough little princesses. We got this!
* I am about to gain a HUGE new appreciation for: my husband, single mothers, and army wives.

Do me a favor: don't ask me how I am. I am living in a tough season. That is how I am. I will probably cry if you ask and I really hate crying. I never mastered a pretty cry. But don't worry, I am okay. I have a father that supplies everything I need for the day - EVERYDAY.
I promise not to complain or whine. This is a challenge we will walk through finding great joy. I will be teaching my girls to be thankful, to find joy in trials, and to trust in God when things are tough. I have nothing to complain about. I have an amazing husband with an amazing career opportunity that will lead our family into amazing adventures.
So I say: bring it on! It will be the most impossible thing and it will lead to more impossible things. But God promises more than we can ever ask or imagine. For me and my family - He has delivered BIG. We can only be grateful and trust that He holds us close.
I appreciate your prayers and love. I'm certain I am going to need them all.

2 comments:

Melissa Rorabaugh said...

Love reading this! Excited to see how God will use your family in this adventure! Praying for you all! Keep us updated!

Aunt Dra said...

Megan, you and your family CAN do this. You have lots of advantages going into this situation: an extended family that loves you all; plus multiple communication links - e-mail, phone lines, facebook, etc. Use them, lean on the family, remember that you face "challenges" not "roadblocks." Yes, there will be down times, but the positive attitude that you are embracing will go a long way to help you see the humorous in all of it and make it through.